I have finally gotten around to showing you all my Project 365 photos in an organized fashion. This will updated as often as I can, and I will continue adding on the new months for as long as I can go for. Technically, my "year" goes from 06/20/07 to 06/20/08, but I am going to keep taking a photo a day for as long as I can until I miss a day.

( THE PHOTOS BY MONTH )

* month grid + idea + camera icon from the lovely sprytaen
** This hasn't been updated in awhile 'cause I fail :x

My list of raves that I've gone to and photographed is starting to get a bit long, and it feels really pretentious to have it all listed out in my forum signatures, so I will instead list it here, and will update this entry every so often as I attend and photograph more parties.



( The List... )

I posted this in dyed_hair, and it is just so ridiculous and detailed that I need to share it here, too.


I am not sure what color I would like to try next with my hair, so I am here to show you all my SHINY SHINY SUPER ELABORATE AND DETAILED ( TIMELINE! )

What color[s] should I try next? :D

I know I haven't made a legit update in, well.... months, to be honest. Compared to last summer, I am hating this summer, although being with Phil is a definite plus of this summer.


I failed my self portrait Project 365 as of yesterday. I realized it this morning, when I grabbed my camera to prove my hair looked kinda cute all clipped back. I'm not really too upset/mad about failing it, more just annoyed. I haven't really been enjoying taking them for awhile, and have been considering just straight up quitting for a few weeks. I'm gonna try to restart on August 29th, because that day will be amazing.

My summer has really just been about the weekends, Phil, getting through the weeks, and anxiously awaiting August 29th. On that day, I'll move back to UConn and in to my single in East Campus. I intend to dye my hair rainbow that day. I will be attending Mario Party 2 that night - a rave that is sure to be epic. And two days later, I'll begin my senior year at UConn. It won't be my last year, and but it will technically be my senior year.


The past week or so was pretty shitty, because I've been sick the whole time for no apparent reason, although it might be a head cold or just stress. I keep coughing, some sneezing, sore throat in general, and a near-constant headache, sometimes to the point of most sounds hurting, but usually just a dull ache. My mom gave me DayQuil or whatever, but it didn't help, so she is gonna get me something today and hopefully it'll start going away.



It is still amazingly daunting to write everything out. So much has happened and so many things have been going through my head, yet I never seem capable of writing them.

Here's to hoping.

Fuck brown hair.

Several of you have asked so, here is my Phil:




( He is capable of not pulling crazy faces, too! )
I need more good ones of him, but you get a general idea.

We've been together, officially, since Nov 7, although we had a thing going for a solid month or so before that. He is pretty damn perfect for me and he makes me so amazingly happy <3




Completely unrelated, but all this rain is wrecking me.

I need to get away,
Run away,
Right away.


There are so many times when I wish I wasn't still in school, so that I could just leave.

Sometimes I even consider just dropping out so I can leave sooner, but I know I'd regret it.



At the same time?

It is always so amazingly tempting.

I keep not sharing my 365 shots on here. I have started adding them to Flickr, then deviantART, then posting them at my Blogger account, but don't make it around to sharing them here.

So if you're impatient or only care about my photos, I'd suggest watching me at one of those sites as opposed to this one. Nonetheless, here are the past few days' 365...

( 009 through 012 )



And lucky number thirteen to finish it off.


I finalized my schedule for next semester last night, although I am unsure about my film class and my accounting class. The accounting class is supposed to be good, but it doesn't count for anything, and I still have one or two requirements to fulfill for UConn's General Education guidelines. If I can find a Q course that isn't ridiculous and that fits in my schedule well, I will switch into that instead. The film class in a German Cinema W, W meaning it is writing intensive, which I have no issues with. I just have no idea if it is going to suck or not. I want to switch into this Italian film course, where you watch all these gangster movies, but I haven't been able to do so yet.

Does anyone else feel depressed if they look around Flickr too much?


Whenever I'm on there for more than five minutes, I just end up feeling crappy and wanting to hide from my camera.








What am I going to do if I'm not good enough?